Still learning.

Today I went back to school for my last semester of law school. The biggest thing that it taught me was how foreign Chicago feels to me right now, and how much I am looking forward to graduation and working in New York.

But, that is not the learning I speak of…

This last year really shook my confidence in relationships. Not my confidence in finding a relationships (define that however loosely as you may…), but confidence in my own thoughts.

I started the year in one relationship where I thought I choose a “nice guy” so he wouldn’t hurt me. HA. Jokes on me. The worst part was after we broke up, the people closest in my life were actually happy that we broke up… they didn’t think I loved him or that we were good together.

Later in the year, I fell madly in love with a man in New York… and I was CONVINCED that things were different.

It’s late, and I don’t want to get too much into it, but I don’t trust my judgment. I don’t think I trust guys.

I don’t trust guys… thats it. I don’t trust my judgment, but I think that stems from a shaken core and insecurity about men.

Too tired to write more.

xx.