New Year, new me.

Welp, I’m already starting off on the wrong foot. Considering the fact that yesterday was the FIRST day of the year, aka the FIRST day for me to actually post, and I just straight up forgot. I didn’t realize until really early this morning, at which point it was too late…

But the 1st of January came, and it passed. I spent most of the day in bed with my sister, either napping or binging New Girl, and taking breaks for brunch, dinner, froyo… you know.

But, being – what was supposed to be the first of the year – I wanted to take the opportunity to reflect on the year, and the chance to start fresh and anew. Last New Year, I was living with my ex-boyfriend, spent the night in cooking and drinking champagne with his family at midnight. This year… not so much.

I really enjoy making out with people, more so than any other activity really, so this year, with 20 minutes to midnight, I meandered the bar I was at with friends to find one last make-out. Who does that? Me, apparently… and let me tell you, my standards were low. I found someone not only younger than I am, but he was also wearing a Raiders hat. I can’t fully explain how much this means… but a Raiders hat! WTF.

To be honest, aside for the Raiders hat, he was pretty cute. He told me he wasn’t going to kiss me until midnight, but I objected, because of the whole “no boys in 2017” thing, so instead we made out for a couple minutes until I left him so I could find my friends and ring in the new year with them.

So I really got one in under the timer…

Anyway, I really…

WOW. I am really failing at life right now. Today is the 3rd of January and I’m finally posting for my first day.

I wish that my lack of posting was an indicator that I am SOOO happy and distracted, but realistically life just takes up so much time.

Each day is a struggle, but each day that comes to an end is another day that I have persevered.

xx.